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No matter where you go, there you are

And I went into the bathroom with Scar to show her the watermelon and the party director told me that there was no problem at all if I wanted to do drugs but please don’t hog one of the only two bathrooms for too long. I told him we weren’t doing drugs. We just wanted to take pictures of the watermelon.

He seemed so dubious that I couldn’t bring myself to ask him if the random watermelon placement was the movie reference I was thinking of or not.

I was a little insulted by the drug assumption. I’ve got good manners. Like I wouldn’t offer the host the opportunity to come share. Please.

Anyone get the movie reference or am I the biggest dork up in this mutha?

Rest of the bondage convention and adult video convention snaps or what I did on my Vegas vacation

Got the rest of my Vegas snapshots from the convention fest posted now at http://www.spookycash.com/fun/avnbondcon/index.html. The following pix are all from Saturday, which is at http://www.spookycash.com/fun/avnbondcon/saturday/index.html.

NOTE: AS ALWAYS WITH SNAPSHOTS OF MINE (NOT MY PRO PHOTOGRAPHY) ANYONE IN THESE PIX IS FREE TO REPOST THEM AT WILL. Please just leave the spookycash.com credit on there.

Ran into my friend Dave from New York who I haven’t seen in ages, even though I think we live really close together now. Dave sometimes has a New York state of mind, but he had just won an award and was pretty chipper for him. He blew off the party, but I’m going to attempt to dig out his email and see if he feels like being sociable. Ran into a weird cross-section of people I know at the party. Blue Blood hotties in attendance included Scar, Voltaire, and Jax.

I got Lemmy to agree with me that Scar has a magnificent pussy.

Oh yeah, and I went to some fetish-oriented convention or something during the day. I think I spent a lot of dough to exhibit at it too.

I just want people to be nice

I just want other people to be nice. They sure expect a lot of inconvenient extra consideration from me and they sure don’t give a whole lot in return. I can be as ferocious as the next girl, but I really do not like not being nice. I really do like being nice.

Ladies don’t start fights, but they sure as fuck all can finish them.* Why do people have to start with me?

*Bonus points to anyone who gets the mangled pop culture allusion there. hee hee

I just want people to be nice

I just want other people to be nice. They sure expect a lot of inconvenient extra consideration from me and they sure don’t give a whole lot in return. I can be as ferocious as the next girl, but I really do not like not being nice. I really do like being nice.

Ladies don’t start fights, but they sure as fuck all can finish them.* Why do people have to start with me?

*Bonus points to anyone who gets the mangled pop culture allusion there. hee hee

Bleah

So . . . it is probably mostly PMS and exhaustion, but I feel kinda sucky today.

I still haven’t done my resolutions for 2004.

I want more time to be creative with the written word.

I want to go to a spa and get back in shape and detoxify, now that I am feeling healthier. No idea where would be good to go or what that would cost. Or how long that would take.

I can’t decide if my potential business resolutions are good ideas or just dumb stuff other people make me feel like I should want.

I love the friends I have, but they are all from such different social groups. I can’t decide how to address this or what I should be doing to make myself and my loved ones happiest socially.

I’m hungry. I should go eat.

Bleah

So . . . it is probably mostly PMS and exhaustion, but I feel kinda sucky today.

I still haven’t done my resolutions for 2004.

I want more time to be creative with the written word.

I want to go to a spa and get back in shape and detoxify, now that I am feeling healthier. No idea where would be good to go or what that would cost. Or how long that would take.

I can’t decide if my potential business resolutions are good ideas or just dumb stuff other people make me feel like I should want.

I love the friends I have, but they are all from such different social groups. I can’t decide how to address this or what I should be doing to make myself and my loved ones happiest socially.

I’m hungry. I should go eat.

No matter where you go, there you are

And I went into the bathroom with Scar to show her the watermelon and the party director told me that there was no problem at all if I wanted to do drugs but please don’t hog one of the only two bathrooms for too long. I told him we weren’t doing drugs. We just wanted to take pictures of the watermelon.

He seemed so dubious that I couldn’t bring myself to ask him if the random watermelon placement was the movie reference I was thinking of or not.

I was a little insulted by the drug assumption. I’ve got good manners. Like I wouldn’t offer the host the opportunity to come share. Please.

Anyone get the movie reference or am I the biggest dork up in this mutha?

Bleah

So . . . it is probably mostly PMS and exhaustion, but I feel kinda sucky today.

I still haven’t done my resolutions for 2004.

I want more time to be creative with the written word.

I want to go to a spa and get back in shape and detoxify, now that I am feeling healthier. No idea where would be good to go or what that would cost. Or how long that would take.

I can’t decide if my potential business resolutions are good ideas or just dumb stuff other people make me feel like I should want.

I love the friends I have, but they are all from such different social groups. I can’t decide how to address this or what I should be doing to make myself and my loved ones happiest socially.

I’m hungry. I should go eat.

Back from Vegas Again

I am back now from doing Vegas again with Forrest, Scar, Szandora, and co.

Stayed at a shockingly nice hotel. Weird one for Vegas too. Two bathrooms in the suite. Everything in muted gray, charcoal, cream, and black and no slot machines to be heard anywhere. And three valets if there are three of you getting into your car. An excess of flatscreen TVs in the room. Marble shower. Bathtub with waterfall faucet. Comfortable beds with non-ugly bedspreads. Good pillows. Plush robes. Plush towels. Origami action on the washcloths. Toiletries so attractively packaged that Scar was all over the jars. Really good service.

Such complete silence that it seemed like it couldn’t be a hotel and there couldn’t be any people anywhere else in the building outside our rooms. Wish I could sleep like that more often. Would have been happy to stay in that bed for a really extended time.

Much of the staff apparently believed our band was playing House of Blues. This may or may not account for the extremely good service.

Either way, what an excellent experience hanging out with my pals in a nice environment! Got to shoot in some naughty club locations and see Szandora hula too. Hee hee.

Back from Vegas Again

I am back now from doing Vegas again with Forrest, Scar, Szandora, and co.

Stayed at a shockingly nice hotel. Weird one for Vegas too. Two bathrooms in the suite. Everything in muted gray, charcoal, cream, and black and no slot machines to be heard anywhere. And three valets if there are three of you getting into your car. An excess of flatscreen TVs in the room. Marble shower. Bathtub with waterfall faucet. Comfortable beds with non-ugly bedspreads. Good pillows. Plush robes. Plush towels. Origami action on the washcloths. Toiletries so attractively packaged that Scar was all over the jars. Really good service.

Such complete silence that it seemed like it couldn’t be a hotel and there couldn’t be any people anywhere else in the building outside our rooms. Wish I could sleep like that more often. Would have been happy to stay in that bed for a really extended time.

Much of the staff apparently believed our band was playing House of Blues. This may or may not account for the extremely good service.

Either way, what an excellent experience hanging out with my pals in a nice environment! Got to shoot in some naughty club locations and see Szandora hula too. Hee hee.

Vegas continued to depravity

So Friday night Forrest was too tired to come out with us. The convention supposedly had a play party Scar and one other member of our party attempted to attend, but it was a no alcohol and no nudity play party, so, even if you were interested in a play party, this was not going to do it. Voltaire and I hit a rock club to hook up with Szandora and dyingsunshine. Some guy IDed Voltaire like he was totally a bouncer, quizzing her on her age and the spelling of her name and everything. But he totally turned out to just be hitting on her. Possibly for his friend.

So then we headed to the round bar at the Venetian. Yes. Again. We were there for maybe an hour before Scar hit me on my cell and was like this was lame, are you all still there. I was like hell yeah, come on over. So she met us there. She tried to convince some guy to trade her his coat for her dress. He really really wanted to see her naked, but he just couldn’t bear to part with his coat.

Met a ton of cool people. This distro guy from New Jersey guessed my birth year as 1982. Hal gave me and Voltaire a private showing of his dancing video. Much debauchery took place. Believe me the full set of pictures is not what is posted at http://www.spookycash.com/fun/avnbondcon/friday/index.html

Vegas continued

So I haven’t quite finished posting my snapshots from my last trip to Vegas and I am going back in a few hours. My sleep schedule is all messed up and I wish I were snoozing right now. But given that I am not . . .

Thursday snapshots are posted now at http://www.spookycash.com/fun/avnbondcon/thursday/index.html.

Forrest and I tried to catch up on some zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz on Thursday until it was time to pick Scar and Voltaire up at the airport. We flew them in on SouthWest and they got a random first class upgrade to free drinks. So they arrived in Vegas totally prepped. That night we just went to a late dinner, though, and then had a couple drinks at the main Luxor bar, and sacked out.

Vegas continued to more conventions

So we basically participated in much of the festivities for three conventions while we were in Vegas last. Friday snapshots of our booth are posted now at http://www.spookycash.com/fun/avnbondcon/friday/index.html

When it was time to get our booth set up, we headed over to the convention hall which was oddly not at the Luxor but down the street

Perry got marked by Scar who was looking mighty fine

Got to see a whole passle of cool folks I wish I ran into more often

Is Darenzia’s boyfriend supa dupa fine or what! They look so good together.

Vegas continued to depravity

So Friday night Forrest was too tired to come out with us. The convention supposedly had a play party Scar and one other member of our party attempted to attend, but it was a no alcohol and no nudity play party, so, even if you were interested in a play party, this was not going to do it. Voltaire and I hit a rock club to hook up with Szandora and dyingsunshine. Some guy IDed Voltaire like he was totally a bouncer, quizzing her on her age and the spelling of her name and everything. But he totally turned out to just be hitting on her. Possibly for his friend.

So then we headed to the round bar at the Venetian. Yes. Again. We were there for maybe an hour before Scar hit me on my cell and was like this was lame, are you all still there. I was like hell yeah, come on over. So she met us there. She tried to convince some guy to trade her his coat for her dress. He really really wanted to see her naked, but he just couldn’t bear to part with his coat.

Met a ton of cool people. This distro guy from New Jersey guessed my birth year as 1982. Hal gave me and Voltaire a private showing of his dancing video. Much debauchery took place. Believe me the full set of pictures is not what is posted at http://www.spookycash.com/fun/avnbondcon/friday/index.html

Vegas continued to more conventions

So we basically participated in much of the festivities for three conventions while we were in Vegas last. Friday snapshots of our booth are posted now at http://www.spookycash.com/fun/avnbondcon/friday/index.html

When it was time to get our booth set up, we headed over to the convention hall which was oddly not at the Luxor but down the street

Perry got marked by Scar who was looking mighty fine

Got to see a whole passle of cool folks I wish I ran into more often

Is Darenzia’s boyfriend supa dupa fine or what! They look so good together.