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ESFP – “Entertainer”. Radiates attractive warmth and optimism. Smooth, witty, charming, clever. Fun to be with. Very generous. 13% of the total population.
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Okay, now I am realy going to try to go to bed again.
test grabbed from mikecreep
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ESFP – “Entertainer”. Radiates attractive warmth and optimism. Smooth, witty, charming, clever. Fun to be with. Very generous. 13% of the total population.
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Okay, now I am realy going to try to go to bed again.
Meltdown
I think I am having some sort of weird meltdown. I’m really happy that my wisdom teeth sockets are finally healing up and everything. I’m really happy that I’m feeling healthier all around. I’m really happy I was able to do a good workout and push myself. But feeling healthy and ready to go out in the world after feeling sick and underwater and in pain for so long . . . well, it seems like it should be all good, but I’m having trouble adjusting.
I feel weirdly young and out of place, like some sort of time traveller.
I know how crazy that sounds, but feeling better is freaking me out. I’m supposed to go to the doctor tomorrow, so maybe I will ask if how I’m reacting is normal. Of course, my period is due sometime today or in the next few days, so that might have something to do with why I’m feeling so loopy.
Meltdown
I think I am having some sort of weird meltdown. I’m really happy that my wisdom teeth sockets are finally healing up and everything. I’m really happy that I’m feeling healthier all around. I’m really happy I was able to do a good workout and push myself. But feeling healthy and ready to go out in the world after feeling sick and underwater and in pain for so long . . . well, it seems like it should be all good, but I’m having trouble adjusting.
I feel weirdly young and out of place, like some sort of time traveller.
I know how crazy that sounds, but feeling better is freaking me out. I’m supposed to go to the doctor tomorrow, so maybe I will ask if how I’m reacting is normal. Of course, my period is due sometime today or in the next few days, so that might have something to do with why I’m feeling so loopy.
Dangers of the internet: your old girlfriends will know you got funny-looking
So I can’t sleep. So I just googled every guy I ever had sexual intercourse with. The only one I still sleep with is mighty fine and the rest who I no longer sleep with . . . or speak with . . . well, the years have not been kind. I feel a really rude desire to post photographic evidence of this, but I think a few of the people on my friends list know some of the parties and might think I’m a bitch.
Dangers of the internet: your old girlfriends will know you got funny-looking
So I can’t sleep. So I just googled every guy I ever had sexual intercourse with. The only one I still sleep with is mighty fine and the rest who I no longer sleep with . . . or speak with . . . well, the years have not been kind. I feel a really rude desire to post photographic evidence of this, but I think a few of the people on my friends list know some of the parties and might think I’m a bitch.
I’ll be back
So my trainer is apparently in Moscow acting in a movie. I was worried when his wife called me that maybe he was having some horrible family thing where someone was dying slowly of cancer or something. Given that he is originally from Russia and all. I’m really psyched for him that he is doing what he wants to do. And relieved that it wasn’t something awful.
Apparently, he should be returning to training at least a few clients, although it is not definite. Didn’t really like the people at the gym today. Their new manager tried to hard sell me a long term membership even when I told her pretty strongly that it didn’t fit my lifestyle. She finally got me to agree, but then the contract was really long and I’d been out all day and wanted to get home before the chicken soup takeout I bought got totally cold. So I told her I wanted to read the contract, maybe have an attorney glance at it, and she got totally hostile and insisted on writing VOID on it before I took it and acted like I was being a giant jerk for not wanting to commit. Hate to date her.
Think I may try another gym for now. There is another 24 hour one right across the street from the one I use. Good things about Los Angeles. Felt pretty good to be able to work out really hard. Konstantin would have gotten me to do more sit-ups though. I really don’t like sit-ups.
I’ll be back
So my trainer is apparently in Moscow acting in a movie. I was worried when his wife called me that maybe he was having some horrible family thing where someone was dying slowly of cancer or something. Given that he is originally from Russia and all. I’m really psyched for him that he is doing what he wants to do. And relieved that it wasn’t something awful.
Apparently, he should be returning to training at least a few clients, although it is not definite. Didn’t really like the people at the gym today. Their new manager tried to hard sell me a long term membership even when I told her pretty strongly that it didn’t fit my lifestyle. She finally got me to agree, but then the contract was really long and I’d been out all day and wanted to get home before the chicken soup takeout I bought got totally cold. So I told her I wanted to read the contract, maybe have an attorney glance at it, and she got totally hostile and insisted on writing VOID on it before I took it and acted like I was being a giant jerk for not wanting to commit. Hate to date her.
Think I may try another gym for now. There is another 24 hour one right across the street from the one I use. Good things about Los Angeles. Felt pretty good to be able to work out really hard. Konstantin would have gotten me to do more sit-ups though. I really don’t like sit-ups.
Whack a Goth
Forrest found this for me on some SF list.
I scored a 76 on my first try. I think I might have anger issues.
Nyet
Wow, I blew off working out so long that I didn’t even know my trainer went to Moscow for the month. Guess I’m off to run errands and work out without a taskmaster. Better do it anyway before I totally climb the walls.
New Szandora set on Gothic Sluts
I’m looking forward to seeing Szandora!
Until then, there is another new set of her on GothicSluts.com
New Szandora set on Gothic Sluts
I’m looking forward to seeing Szandora!
Until then, there is another new set of her on GothicSluts.com
Existential
Just drove around for an hour and a half trying to chart out some site stuff and priorities. I really just want to crawl out of my head. I feel like a confused teenager. I want a break from being me, but without all the inconveniences of acting out of character. I’m kind of awake, but I think I might try finding something funny on TiVo and going to sleep. Maybe I will be able to think straight tomorrow, after some decent rest.
Existential
Just drove around for an hour and a half trying to chart out some site stuff and priorities. I really just want to crawl out of my head. I feel like a confused teenager. I want a break from being me, but without all the inconveniences of acting out of character. I’m kind of awake, but I think I might try finding something funny on TiVo and going to sleep. Maybe I will be able to think straight tomorrow, after some decent rest.