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Position #1
Director of Amelia’s life

Okay, maybe I have lived in Los Angeles for too long if I feel that I need a personal assistant, but this city is like a virus and I think it infiltrates the fibers of your being to some extent, no matter how strong a personality and core sense of self you might have. I drove a rusty old Camaro when I moved here. And I loved that car.

A bunch of this will be telephone work, dealing with bookings and that sort of thing. You must be able to act like a normal person talking to rock stars and to girls you have seen naked pictures of.
Keeping track of my calendar, so I can ask you whether or not I have an evening free will be part of the job.
Reminding my ass of what I told you my priorities are will be part of it.
Going through my back catalog of model submissions and writer queries may be part of the job, depending on the background of who is selected.
Some hard goods order satisfaction will be involved.
The longer I am a webmaster, the less I like to leave the house. I have eaten my fill of all the delivery food places in Los Angeles. There will be some picking up stuff from restaurants, dry cleaning, post office, that sort of thing. Not a ton of this, but I need someone who will be okay with doing this stuff too.
Must be Los Angles-based.
Club promotion or door experience a plus.
Potential higher pay available for someone with ad sales experience.
Probable trips to conventions for the right candidate.
Please email Amelia at BlueBlood.net in confidence (i.e. I won’t tell who you work for now) with desired pay, why you are interested in the position, and any other experience you have which might apply.

Position #2
Director of Online Outreach

I really enjoy a bunch of the boards, but I’ve been spending a little too much time on them. I am looking for someone who can take a look at a number of the adult webmaster and music boards and similar, do some posting to promote http://www.spookycash.com/ and http://www.gothicsluts.com/ and http://www.rubberdollies.com/ and http://www.barelyevil.com/ etc. and give me a series of links to threads I should check out personally. You will need to be witty, aware of pop culture, and thick-skinned.
This position will also include some interfacing with press folks, but training is an option for that.
Journal and ICQ experience is a plus.
Do not need to be Los Angeles-based.
Potential higher pay available for someone with extensive traffic experience.
Probable trips to conventions for the right candidate.
Please email Amelia at BlueBlood.net in confidence (i.e. I won’t tell who you work for now) with desired pay, a list of which business and consumer boards you currently post to, why you are interested in the position, and any other experience you have which might apply.

FEEL FREE TO REPOST THIS ELSEWHERE

All right. Anyone who has been reading my journal recently can tell that as sinisher said, something has got to give.

Dingopariah, it was really great talking to you today. So good to talk to someone who really knows me while I’m all fishing for my identity. I hope you feel better soon and seriously feel free to call my cell every day while I am out of town if you feel like it.

I’m going to take a trip and hopefully that will improve my mood. I’m also hopefully going to finish this last course of antibiotics and get to stop taking them.

I’m also going to do some hiring. I need some help and trying to do too much myself is not helping matters.

Next post will be a hiring call and journal folks should feel free to repost it whererever.

Los Angeles

Hmm, I just ICQed someone who moved to my town the following without really thinking about it:

Welcome to the beautiful sunny city that makes your dreams come true and eats your soul.

So many of my dreams really have come true here.

In case the changed character of some of my posting is striking some folks as odd, I’ve been really working on getting back in touch with me. Not an easy task in Los Angeles. Also, I’ve been on medication which has been making my wisdom tooth sockets heal up, but I think it may also have some undesireable side effects, especially when coupled with weird antibiotics.

I will return to my regularly scheduled hooterfest soon.

Pretty much the perfect woman. False alarm.

So a bunch of what is bothering me is sort of a combo of little things, but I think they are as follows:

(1) The medications I am on for bone healing and my cold seem to be making me feel and act really not myself and my period is pretty late at this point.

(2) I feel like a lot of the time the people who should help me the most are actually the ones who hurt me the most.

(3) As I’ve gotten more of the things I want it has gotten a lot harder for me to really make friends. There are people who want to fuck me and people who want to get some business thing out of me and people who want to drop my name and people who want to dangle a carrot of something they could do in front of me and see if I dance. But every time I think I’ve met someone I can maybe hang out with from time to time and confide in a little, it turns out to be a tease. It makes me too shy to meet anyone in person that I actually like from online and want to be friends with. I’m having trouble reconciling getting fanmail and being afraid to reach out to anyone new at the same time.

Example 3a: There is a girl I used to shoot who I really really liked. I told her things I didn’t tell anyone else. The last person I mentioned this to assumed I meant I’d been molested or something, but really I just mean intimate feelings and genuine info about what was up with me. Then this girl decided at the poisonous urging of someone who deludes herself into thinking she has a competitive site that clearly our relationship was just a business one. I offered her anything she wanted, no matter how unreasonable, to make her happy, but what she wanted was apparently to be unhappy. She recently visited Los Angeles and couldn’t be bothered to come outside and say hello to me when other people she was with did.

Example 3b: There is an adult webmaster who asked me to come hang out with him at least once a week just about every week between May and September. Finally, in September, I went for drinks with him. I felt like we really clicked and had a good time, but, at the end of the night, he pitched a huge fit about me not sleeping with him. After that though, we chatted a bunch on ICQ and I thought we were going to be cool anway. Then, on my recent trip to Vancouver, he was all psycho and jealous about me whenever I came up in conversation and actively tried to get people not to hang out with me and people kept asking me if I was having a thing with the guy or had been dating him or something. Not that he seemed to want to hang out with me either, other than one failed attempt at the beginning of the weekend to get me to fuck him. An attempt to which he did not even bother to bring a condom. Turns out the guy actually has a girlfriend outside the industry anyway. But he is still apparently telling people they shouldn’t hang out with me. Beats me what he is saying that it is working, but a couple of people have basically told me that they are scared to admit to hanging out with me because of how this guy will react.

Example 3c: The person in Los Angeles who I feel has been most hospitable to me in the past years has really stepped up the hitting-on-Amelia. Last time I went to a party at his place, he tried to kiss me when his girlfriend was asleep a few rooms away. I dodged the kiss and it landed on my cheek and I thought it was all okay. Then he starts this rap about how I am pretty much the perfect woman. When we ended up alone for a few minutes, he starts telling me that the age difference between him and his girlfriend makes it so she doesn’t understand him. My girlfriend doesn’t understand me? What kind of cliche garbage is that? Then, next time I see him, he has to grab my tit when I’m trying to do him a favor as a friend.

Example 3d: When I moved to LA, I was helped out by a girl who had been one of my closest friends for over a decade. Yes, I had gotten myself into a bad situation and needed a hand, but I had helped her out of similar situations before. Twice. So really, if one wanted to be petty about it, I’m still one up. But it was like the relationship was not supposed to be two ways and she couldn’t forgive me for wanting it to be equal and not always me on top and in charge. I’d still like to be friends with this girl, but rehashing the past with her just sounds painful, but I think I’ll have to if I want to be friends again and even then it may not work. Only the whole new friends thing is not going how I want.

(4) I feel a real lack of purity in a lot of my existence now. I want to do things because they are good, because they are cool and because I share values with the people I’m doing them with. But somehow the internet has turned everyone into a business spy. If I tell someone I’m thinking about doing more fantasy/sf work, suddenly everyone they know is scrambling in that direction. If I tell someone I’m thinking about using a particular designer, suddenly that designer is having power outtages while working on my stuff and working for the other guy. But if I have anything the other person could do for me, I feel like any friendly overture I make is not okay then. I miss being a broke-ass punk-rocker in a group house in many ways and that just seems fucked up.

(5) I feel like I could really be being cooler myself to the people I love while trying to sort this all out. I’m really not trying to throw the baby out with the bathwater, just really don’t know what to do.

(6) I feel like every social situation is a test of whether or not I will put something in my body. I like people based on my perception of whether they are good or have a sense of humor or are kind or are friendly or fun or intelligent etc. Apparently other people have a multiple choice test on whether or not I will put beer or hard liquor or coke or pot or heroin or meth or one of their body parts into me and that determines association. Sometimes the answer is supposed to be no and sometimes yes, but that is the test. I don’t remember high school being this stupid.

(7) I feel like everything I do is so under scrutiny that I can fuck up way less than most people do, but it is still a giant problem when I do.

(8) I feel like I am fucking up.

(9) I can’t sleep through the night.

I am hoping a trip will cure whatever it is that ails me. If not, I can always use the Automated Suicide Note Generator if I can’t figure out any succint way to express what pains me.

Hmm, I just ICQed someone who moved to my town the following without really thinking about it:

Welcome to the beautiful sunny city that makes your dreams come true and eats your soul.

So many of my dreams really have come true here.

In case the changed character of some of my posting is striking some folks as odd, I’ve been really working on getting back in touch with me. Not an easy task in Los Angeles. Also, I’ve been on medication which has been making my wisdom tooth sockets heal up, but I think it may also have some undesireable side effects, especially when coupled with weird antibiotics.

I will return to my regularly scheduled hooterfest soon.

Most recent Blue Blood newsletter

Forrest is cool and got this out last night!

HERE’S YOUR BLUEBLOOD NEWSLETTER:

– Model Call for Portland and Vegas

– Rubber Dollies Contest Winners

– Pills, Thrills, Chills, and Heartache: Adventures in the First Person

– Tattoo Savage #56

– Lollipop #33

– GothicSluts.com Free Picture of the Day

– Marquis #29

– Contact Reminder: Jps.net e-mails discontinued, West Hollywood snail

MODEL CALL FOR PORTLAND AND VEGAS

You must be interested in both fashion and nude modeling.

You must be rockin’ one or more of the following looks: gothic, punk,

fetish, good tattoos, other damn weirdo individual.

You must be comfortable modeling at least topless and clear on what your

personal limits are. These are either paid gigs or content trade gigs

if you have your own site.

Please write to Amelia@BlueBlood.net and send a picture(s) of yourself

or a link to a picture(s) along with what magazines and web sites you

are most interested in appearing in, what levels of nudity and/or

explicit actitivy you are comfortable with/interested in doing on

camera, and say whether you are in Portland or Vegas and whether you

have your own site. If you recently submitted to

sadistintern@blueblood.net, please resubmit.

VEGAS MODELS November 9-11

PORTLAND MODELS November 11-15

Among other things, we are shooting for http://www.rubberdollies.com/

and http://www.gothicsluts.com/ and http://www.barelyevil.com/

PLEASE FEEL FREE TO REPOST THIS MODEL CALL TO MODEL LISTS, YAHOO GROUPS,

BOARDS ETC.

RUBBER DOLLIES CONTEST WINNERS

http://www.rubberdollies.com/contest/

The RubberDollies.com banner making contest winners were Alain, Tootie,

Avion, and Snipah7. Winners are being notified.

PILLS, THRILLS, CHILLS, AND HEARTACHE: ADVENTURES IN THE FIRST PERSON

http://www.spookylinks.com/cgi-bin/links/jump.cgi?ID=1793

This anthology of fiction from the fringe was edited by celebrated

troublemakers, who Blue Blood folks will no doubt be familiar with,

Clint Catalyst and Michelle Tea. Amelia G has a previously unpublished

short story of hers called “Restraint” included in this book, alongside

names including Dennis Cooper, Pleasant Gehman, JT LeRoy, Pauley P, and

other amazing writers. This is a groundbreaking collection and Amelia is

thrilled to be included. This is Amelia’s first new short fiction work

to be published in quite a while.

TATTOO SAVAGE #56

The current issue of Tattoo Savage has Eva Klench of BarelyEvil.com fame

on the cover and inside. There is also a 32 page supplement featuring

the best freakiest portraiture from past issues and there are three full

page photos by Forrest Black and Amelia G included in the

restrospective!

LOLLIPOP #33

The current issue of Lollipop has a shot of Apocalypse Theatre’s Hope

taken by Amelia G and Forrest Black for GothicSluts.com and Hope is

showing off one of the delightful F Subtlety T-shirts for this fine

music magazine.

GOTHICSLUTS.COM FREE PICTURE OF THE DAY

http://www.gothicsluts.com/cgi-bin/pix/pix.cgi?cat=gs

Forrest Black set it up so that Gothic Sluts now has a new free picture

of the day available for your entertainment every day. Bookmark the

page.

MARQUIS #29

The new issue of Marquis is out with Forrest Black and Amelia G’s “Big

in America” column, but the Blue Blood crew has not seen the issue yet.

It hit German newsstands last week and should be available in the US

next.

CONTACT INFO REVISITED

You probably all know this by now, but, if you still have any of the

JPS.net e-mails in your address book, delete them as they have been

discontinued. Do not attempt to get in touch using Maryland, Virginia,

Georgia, or Beverly Hills contact info. All swag, contracts, review

materials, requests for interviews, jacuzzi suite upgrades, etc. should

be sent to:

Blue Blood

8033 Sunset Blvd #4500

West Hollywood, CA 90046

USA

Thanks!

–AMELIA G & FORREST BLACK

Amelia@BlueBlood.net & Forrest@BlueBlood.net

http://www.BlueBlood.net/

So a bunch of what is bothering me is sort of a combo of little things, but I think they are as follows:

(1) The medications I am on for bone healing and my cold seem to be making me feel and act really not myself and my period is pretty late at this point.

(2) I feel like a lot of the time the people who should help me the most are actually the ones who hurt me the most.

(3) As I’ve gotten more of the things I want it has gotten a lot harder for me to really make friends. There are people who want to fuck me and people who want to get some business thing out of me and people who want to drop my name and people who want to dangle a carrot of something they could do in front of me and see if I dance. But every time I think I’ve met someone I can maybe hang out with from time to time and confide in a little, it turns out to be a tease. It makes me too shy to meet anyone in person that I actually like from online and want to be friends with. I’m having trouble reconciling getting fanmail and being afraid to reach out to anyone new at the same time.

Example 3a: There is a girl I used to shoot who I really really liked. I told her things I didn’t tell anyone else. The last person I mentioned this to assumed I meant I’d been molested or something, but really I just mean intimate feelings and genuine info about what was up with me. Then this girl decided at the poisonous urging of someone who deludes herself into thinking she has a competitive site that clearly our relationship was just a business one. I offered her anything she wanted, no matter how unreasonable, to make her happy, but what she wanted was apparently to be unhappy. She recently visited Los Angeles and couldn’t be bothered to come outside and say hello to me when other people she was with did.

Example 3b: There is an adult webmaster who asked me to come hang out with him at least once a week just about every week between May and September. Finally, in September, I went for drinks with him. I felt like we really clicked and had a good time, but, at the end of the night, he pitched a huge fit about me not sleeping with him. After that though, we chatted a bunch on ICQ and I thought we were going to be cool anway. Then, on my recent trip to Vancouver, he was all psycho and jealous about me whenever I came up in conversation and actively tried to get people not to hang out with me and people kept asking me if I was having a thing with the guy or had been dating him or something. Not that he seemed to want to hang out with me either, other than one failed attempt at the beginning of the weekend to get me to fuck him. An attempt to which he did not even bother to bring a condom. Turns out the guy actually has a girlfriend outside the industry anyway. But he is still apparently telling people they shouldn’t hang out with me. Beats me what he is saying that it is working, but a couple of people have basically told me that they are scared to admit to hanging out with me because of how this guy will react.

Example 3c: The person in Los Angeles who I feel has been most hospitable to me in the past years has really stepped up the hitting-on-Amelia. Last time I went to a party at his place, he tried to kiss me when his girlfriend was asleep a few rooms away. I dodged the kiss and it landed on my cheek and I thought it was all okay. Then he starts this rap about how I am pretty much the perfect woman. When we ended up alone for a few minutes, he starts telling me that the age difference between him and his girlfriend makes it so she doesn’t understand him. My girlfriend doesn’t understand me? What kind of cliche garbage is that? Then, next time I see him, he has to grab my tit when I’m trying to do him a favor as a friend.

Example 3d: When I moved to LA, I was helped out by a girl who had been one of my closest friends for over a decade. Yes, I had gotten myself into a bad situation and needed a hand, but I had helped her out of similar situations before. Twice. So really, if one wanted to be petty about it, I’m still one up. But it was like the relationship was not supposed to be two ways and she couldn’t forgive me for wanting it to be equal and not always me on top and in charge. I’d still like to be friends with this girl, but rehashing the past with her just sounds painful, but I think I’ll have to if I want to be friends again and even then it may not work. Only the whole new friends thing is not going how I want.

(4) I feel a real lack of purity in a lot of my existence now. I want to do things because they are good, because they are cool and because I share values with the people I’m doing them with. But somehow the internet has turned everyone into a business spy. If I tell someone I’m thinking about doing more fantasy/sf work, suddenly everyone they know is scrambling in that direction. If I tell someone I’m thinking about using a particular designer, suddenly that designer is having power outtages while working on my stuff and working for the other guy. But if I have anything the other person could do for me, I feel like any friendly overture I make is not okay then. I miss being a broke-ass punk-rocker in a group house in many ways and that just seems fucked up.

(5) I feel like I could really be being cooler myself to the people I love while trying to sort this all out. I’m really not trying to throw the baby out with the bathwater, just really don’t know what to do.

(6) I feel like every social situation is a test of whether or not I will put something in my body. I like people based on my perception of whether they are good or have a sense of humor or are kind or are friendly or fun or intelligent etc. Apparently other people have a multiple choice test on whether or not I will put beer or hard liquor or coke or pot or heroin or meth or one of their body parts into me and that determines association. Sometimes the answer is supposed to be no and sometimes yes, but that is the test. I don’t remember high school being this stupid.

(7) I feel like everything I do is so under scrutiny that I can fuck up way less than most people do, but it is still a giant problem when I do.

(8) I feel like I am fucking up.

(9) I can’t sleep through the night.

I am hoping a trip will cure whatever it is that ails me. If not, I can always use the Automated Suicide Note Generator if I can’t figure out any succint way to express what pains me.

Feeling blue

Just woke up a few minutes ago. Drove myself so hard I fell asleep on the floor. I feel like when I’m posting all these cool things I’ve got going on, I should be fucking celebrating. But instead I am — oh, fuck me, the fire alarm just went off

Just woke up a few minutes ago. Drove myself so hard I fell asleep on the floor. I feel like when I’m posting all these cool things I’ve got going on, I should be fucking celebrating. But instead I am — oh, fuck me, the fire alarm just went off

Forrest is cool and got this out last night!

HERE’S YOUR BLUEBLOOD NEWSLETTER:
– Model Call for Portland and Vegas
– Rubber Dollies Contest Winners
– Pills, Thrills, Chills, and Heartache: Adventures in the First Person
– Tattoo Savage #56
– Lollipop #33
– GothicSluts.com Free Picture of the Day
– Marquis #29
– Contact Reminder: Jps.net e-mails discontinued, West Hollywood snail

MODEL CALL FOR PORTLAND AND VEGAS
You must be interested in both fashion and nude modeling.
You must be rockin’ one or more of the following looks: gothic, punk,
fetish, good tattoos, other damn weirdo individual.
You must be comfortable modeling at least topless and clear on what your
personal limits are. These are either paid gigs or content trade gigs
if you have your own site.

Please write to Amelia@BlueBlood.net and send a picture(s) of yourself
or a link to a picture(s) along with what magazines and web sites you
are most interested in appearing in, what levels of nudity and/or
explicit actitivy you are comfortable with/interested in doing on
camera, and say whether you are in Portland or Vegas and whether you
have your own site. If you recently submitted to
sadistintern@blueblood.net, please resubmit.
VEGAS MODELS November 9-11
PORTLAND MODELS November 11-15
Among other things, we are shooting for http://www.rubberdollies.com/
and http://www.gothicsluts.com/ and http://www.barelyevil.com/
PLEASE FEEL FREE TO REPOST THIS MODEL CALL TO MODEL LISTS, YAHOO GROUPS,
BOARDS ETC.

RUBBER DOLLIES CONTEST WINNERS
http://www.rubberdollies.com/contest/
The RubberDollies.com banner making contest winners were Alain, Tootie,
Avion, and Snipah7. Winners are being notified.

PILLS, THRILLS, CHILLS, AND HEARTACHE: ADVENTURES IN THE FIRST PERSON
http://www.spookylinks.com/cgi-bin/links/jump.cgi?ID=1793
This anthology of fiction from the fringe was edited by celebrated
troublemakers, who Blue Blood folks will no doubt be familiar with,
Clint Catalyst and Michelle Tea. Amelia G has a previously unpublished
short story of hers called “Restraint” included in this book, alongside
names including Dennis Cooper, Pleasant Gehman, JT LeRoy, Pauley P, and
other amazing writers. This is a groundbreaking collection and Amelia is
thrilled to be included. This is Amelia’s first new short fiction work
to be published in quite a while.

TATTOO SAVAGE #56
The current issue of Tattoo Savage has Eva Klench of BarelyEvil.com fame
on the cover and inside. There is also a 32 page supplement featuring
the best freakiest portraiture from past issues and there are three full
page photos by Forrest Black and Amelia G included in the
restrospective!

LOLLIPOP #33
The current issue of Lollipop has a shot of Apocalypse Theatre’s Hope
taken by Amelia G and Forrest Black for GothicSluts.com and Hope is
showing off one of the delightful F Subtlety T-shirts for this fine
music magazine.

GOTHICSLUTS.COM FREE PICTURE OF THE DAY
http://www.gothicsluts.com/cgi-bin/pix/pix.cgi?cat=gs
Forrest Black set it up so that Gothic Sluts now has a new free picture
of the day available for your entertainment every day. Bookmark the
page.

MARQUIS #29
The new issue of Marquis is out with Forrest Black and Amelia G’s “Big
in America” column, but the Blue Blood crew has not seen the issue yet.
It hit German newsstands last week and should be available in the US
next.

CONTACT INFO REVISITED
You probably all know this by now, but, if you still have any of the
JPS.net e-mails in your address book, delete them as they have been
discontinued. Do not attempt to get in touch using Maryland, Virginia,
Georgia, or Beverly Hills contact info. All swag, contracts, review
materials, requests for interviews, jacuzzi suite upgrades, etc. should
be sent to:

Blue Blood
8033 Sunset Blvd #4500
West Hollywood, CA 90046
USA

Thanks!

–AMELIA G & FORREST BLACK
Amelia@BlueBlood.net & Forrest@BlueBlood.net

http://www.BlueBlood.net/

Didn’t get around to posting the last Blue Blood Newsletter before, so here it belatedly is

HERE’S YOUR BLUEBLOOD NEWSLETTER:

– Happy Halloween!

– Amelia Interviewed for Lauren Hays’ Radio Show

– Amelia G and Forrest Black Interviewed by Sean of I Love the Devil

– I Love the Devil Reviews Barelyevil.Com and Gives It High Marks

– Barelyevil.Com Updates

– Gothicsluts.Com Updates

– Forrest Black and Amelia G’s Latex Fetish Photography Featured on Eroticandy

– Rubberdollies.Com Updates

– Gothic.Net Mentioned on Neil Gaiman’s Site

– Model Call

– Contact Reminder: Jps.net e-mails discontinued, West Hollywood snail

HAPPY HALLOWEEN

Happy Halloween!

AMELIA INTERVIEWED FOR LAUREN HAYS’ RADIO SHOW

If you live in Los Angeles, you probably already know that Lauren Hays is Playboy TV’s host of Sexcetera and The Extreme Truth. And that she also has a huge radio show on the same edgy talk radio station as Howard Stern. This past Saturday night, in the middle of carousing in Vancouver, Amelia G took some time out to do an interview with Lauren via cell phone from the middle of a hotel room party. This is for the special Halloween broadcast of Lauren’s show, so be sure to tune in to hear it at 11pm this Friday if you are near a radio in Los Angeles.

AMELIA G AND FORREST BLACK INTERVIEWED BY SEAN OF I LOVE THE DEVIL

http://www.ilovethedevil.com/blueblood.shtml

http://www.ilovethedevil.com/

Sean from I Love the Devil had this to say in his preface to his feature interview with the Blue Blood masterminds: “Amelia G. and Forrest Black could easily be considered the OG’s of alternative erotica. The founders and driving force behind the influential Blue Blood Magazine, they have since gone on to produce such groundbreaking websites as BarelyEvil.com, GothicSluts.com and the newly launched Swag Magazine and RubberDollies.com. Before there was Suicide Girls, there were the Blue Bloods. They were a big influence behind the conception of this website and we couldn’t pass up the chance to give them some well deserved props.” Check out the site for the full in-depth interview!

I LOVE THE DEVIL REVIEWS BARELYEVIL.COM AND GIVES IT HIGH MARKS

http://www.ilovethedevil.com/barelyevil.shtml

http://www.ilovethedevil.com/

“BarelyEvil.com is one of the hottest goth/punk/raver chick adult websites on the web. It’s jam packed with more crucifix inserting, blood drinking, leather clad, twisted little hotties that you can shake your stick at … There are tons of photos and movies of hot, naked, purple haired, goth chicks, including twisted stories, games, chat rooms and message boards. Each photo set for each model (or models…he..he..heh…) is crammed full of pictures. Not 10 or 20 but sometimes up to 50 photos in each set. The amateur movies are very hot and very well done. The stories are totally twisted and I wasn’t sure if they made me want to play with myself or run screaming …The content is updated on a regular bases and there is always something new and more exciting and twisted, every time you log in … Tons and tons of images of scantly clad, hot, young chicks in baby doll costumes, sucking lollipops, inserting “things”, getting spanked and tied up. Hot Damn!” Check out I Love the Devil for the full review.

BARELYEVIL.COM UPDATES

http://www.barelyevil.com/home.html

Barely Evil has hot new Forrest Black and Amelia G-lensed photos of the always sexy Scar. Plus they photographed gorgeous new deathrock model Stephy with a nice crucifix and coffin. Barely Evil also welcomes Pixie to the site all the way from London. Those UK girls are just taking over!

GOTHICSLUTS.COM UPDATES

http://www.gothicsluts.com/

Gothic Sluts has new Forrest Black and Amelia G-lensed sets of Kendra and Szandora. Mistress of the amazing outfit Kendra is stripping off a very sexy and spooky stitched dollie dress. And Szandora is wish you a Happy Halloween showing you how a pumpkin ought to be carved into a jack o’lantern.

FORREST BLACK AND AMELIA G’S LATEX FETISH PHOTOGRAPHY FEATURED ON EROTICANDY

http://www.eroticandy.com/dollies/

The artistic erotica site Eroticandy is currently running a gallery of latex fetish photography by Amelia G and Forrest Black. They described Rubber Dollies, saying, “Features beautiful artistic depictions of the eroticism of sexy latex and the stunning models of the fetish world that enjoy wearing it.”

RUBBERDOLLIES.COM UPDATES

http://www.rubberdollies.com/

Rubber Dollies also features a scorching new Szandora series shot by Amelia G and Forrest Black. Szandora uses shiny green gloves to rub slickness all over her gorgeous body. A new exclusive Fetus de Milo series shows off Molly Made’s evil witch queen latex designs on one of the spookiest and most beautiful models around.

GOTHIC.NET MENTIONED ON NEIL GAIMAN’S SITE

http://www.gothic.net/

Neil Gaiman was kind enough to give gothic.net a shoutout in his journal saying, “Gothic.net is back up. (Hurray.) For those who’ve not been there, it’s a big, meaty site, filled with things to read and look at, and is Darren McKeeman’s labour of love. If you’ve been there, you know how much fun it is. Go and take a look at it.”

MODEL CALL

With the new site RubberDollies.com, Blue Blood has some special new needs for models. In particular, if you have a cool look and a latex wardrobe and are comfortable posing nude, then Forrest Black and Amelia G would potentially like to book you to shoot. Please send a couple of jpegs of what you look like to sadistintern@blueblood.net with information about what you are comfortable with/interested in doing on camera, what sort of wardrobe you have and enjoy, what sites and magazines you would most like to appear in, and what city you are located nearest. There are definitely some near future opportunities for Los Angeles, LAS VEGAS, SAN FRANCISCO and PORTLAND-based models. PLEASE FEEL FREE TO REPOST THIS MODEL CALL TO MODEL LISTS, YAHOO GROUPS, BOARDS ETC.

CONTACT INFO REVISITED

You probably all know this by now, but, if you still have any of the JPS.net e-mails in your address book, delete them as they have been discontinued. Do not attempt to get in touch using Maryland, Virginia, Georgia, or Beverly Hills contact info. All swag, contracts, review materials, requests for interviews, hangover cures, etc. should be sent to:

Blue Blood

8033 Sunset Blvd #4500

West Hollywood, CA 90046

USA

Thanks!

–AMELIA G & FORREST BLACK

Amelia@BlueBlood.net & Forrest@BlueBlood.net

http://www.BlueBlood.net/

HERE’S YOUR BLUEBLOOD NEWSLETTER:
– Happy Halloween!
– Amelia Interviewed for Lauren Hays’ Radio Show
– Amelia G and Forrest Black Interviewed by Sean of I Love the Devil
– I Love the Devil Reviews Barelyevil.Com and Gives It High Marks
– Barelyevil.Com Updates
– Gothicsluts.Com Updates
– Forrest Black and Amelia G’s Latex Fetish Photography Featured on Eroticandy
– Rubberdollies.Com Updates
– Gothic.Net Mentioned on Neil Gaiman’s Site
– Model Call
– Contact Reminder: Jps.net e-mails discontinued, West Hollywood snail

HAPPY HALLOWEEN
Happy Halloween!

AMELIA INTERVIEWED FOR LAUREN HAYS’ RADIO SHOW
If you live in Los Angeles, you probably already know that Lauren Hays is Playboy TV’s host of Sexcetera and The Extreme Truth. And that she also has a huge radio show on the same edgy talk radio station as Howard Stern. This past Saturday night, in the middle of carousing in Vancouver, Amelia G took some time out to do an interview with Lauren via cell phone from the middle of a hotel room party. This is for the special Halloween broadcast of Lauren’s show, so be sure to tune in to hear it at 11pm this Friday if you are near a radio in Los Angeles.

AMELIA G AND FORREST BLACK INTERVIEWED BY SEAN OF I LOVE THE DEVIL
http://www.ilovethedevil.com/blueblood.shtml
http://www.ilovethedevil.com/
Sean from I Love the Devil had this to say in his preface to his feature interview with the Blue Blood masterminds: “Amelia G. and Forrest Black could easily be considered the OG’s of alternative erotica. The founders and driving force behind the influential Blue Blood Magazine, they have since gone on to produce such groundbreaking websites as BarelyEvil.com, GothicSluts.com and the newly launched Swag Magazine and RubberDollies.com. Before there was Suicide Girls, there were the Blue Bloods. They were a big influence behind the conception of this website and we couldn’t pass up the chance to give them some well deserved props.” Check out the site for the full in-depth interview!

I LOVE THE DEVIL REVIEWS BARELYEVIL.COM AND GIVES IT HIGH MARKS
http://www.ilovethedevil.com/barelyevil.shtml
http://www.ilovethedevil.com/
“BarelyEvil.com is one of the hottest goth/punk/raver chick adult websites on the web. It’s jam packed with more crucifix inserting, blood drinking, leather clad, twisted little hotties that you can shake your stick at … There are tons of photos and movies of hot, naked, purple haired, goth chicks, including twisted stories, games, chat rooms and message boards. Each photo set for each model (or models…he..he..heh…) is crammed full of pictures. Not 10 or 20 but sometimes up to 50 photos in each set. The amateur movies are very hot and very well done. The stories are totally twisted and I wasn’t sure if they made me want to play with myself or run screaming …The content is updated on a regular bases and there is always something new and more exciting and twisted, every time you log in … Tons and tons of images of scantly clad, hot, young chicks in baby doll costumes, sucking lollipops, inserting “things”, getting spanked and tied up. Hot Damn!” Check out I Love the Devil for the full review.

BARELYEVIL.COM UPDATES
http://www.barelyevil.com/home.html
Barely Evil has hot new Forrest Black and Amelia G-lensed photos of the always sexy Scar. Plus they photographed gorgeous new deathrock model Stephy with a nice crucifix and coffin. Barely Evil also welcomes Pixie to the site all the way from London. Those UK girls are just taking over!

GOTHICSLUTS.COM UPDATES
http://www.gothicsluts.com/
Gothic Sluts has new Forrest Black and Amelia G-lensed sets of Kendra and Szandora. Mistress of the amazing outfit Kendra is stripping off a very sexy and spooky stitched dollie dress. And Szandora is wish you a Happy Halloween showing you how a pumpkin ought to be carved into a jack o’lantern.

FORREST BLACK AND AMELIA G’S LATEX FETISH PHOTOGRAPHY FEATURED ON EROTICANDY
http://www.eroticandy.com/dollies/
The artistic erotica site Eroticandy is currently running a gallery of latex fetish photography by Amelia G and Forrest Black. They described Rubber Dollies, saying, “Features beautiful artistic depictions of the eroticism of sexy latex and the stunning models of the fetish world that enjoy wearing it.”

RUBBERDOLLIES.COM UPDATES
http://www.rubberdollies.com/
Rubber Dollies also features a scorching new Szandora series shot by Amelia G and Forrest Black. Szandora uses shiny green gloves to rub slickness all over her gorgeous body. A new exclusive Fetus de Milo series shows off Molly Made’s evil witch queen latex designs on one of the spookiest and most beautiful models around.

GOTHIC.NET MENTIONED ON NEIL GAIMAN’S SITE
http://www.gothic.net/
Neil Gaiman was kind enough to give gothic.net a shoutout in his journal saying, “Gothic.net is back up. (Hurray.) For those who’ve not been there, it’s a big, meaty site, filled with things to read and look at, and is Darren McKeeman’s labour of love. If you’ve been there, you know how much fun it is. Go and take a look at it.”

MODEL CALL
With the new site RubberDollies.com, Blue Blood has some special new needs for models. In particular, if you have a cool look and a latex wardrobe and are comfortable posing nude, then Forrest Black and Amelia G would potentially like to book you to shoot. Please send a couple of jpegs of what you look like to sadistintern@blueblood.net with information about what you are comfortable with/interested in doing on camera, what sort of wardrobe you have and enjoy, what sites and magazines you would most like to appear in, and what city you are located nearest. There are definitely some near future opportunities for Los Angeles, LAS VEGAS, SAN FRANCISCO and PORTLAND-based models. PLEASE FEEL FREE TO REPOST THIS MODEL CALL TO MODEL LISTS, YAHOO GROUPS, BOARDS ETC.

CONTACT INFO REVISITED
You probably all know this by now, but, if you still have any of the JPS.net e-mails in your address book, delete them as they have been discontinued. Do not attempt to get in touch using Maryland, Virginia, Georgia, or Beverly Hills contact info. All swag, contracts, review materials, requests for interviews, hangover cures, etc. should be sent to:

Blue Blood
8033 Sunset Blvd #4500
West Hollywood, CA 90046
USA

Thanks!

–AMELIA G & FORREST BLACK
Amelia@BlueBlood.net & Forrest@BlueBlood.net

http://www.BlueBlood.net/

Automated Suicide Note Generator

Click here to kill yourself

Click here to kill yourself

Feeling kinda better

I frequently tell people I am crazy, but I don’t actually usually feel particularly loopy. Never accepted a prescription for loopiness etc.

I believe psychological pain is generally nature’s way of telling you to change something you are doing.

As is probably obvious from recent, I’ve been feeling like crawling out of my skin lately though.

Now I just have to figure out how to change the bad things without changing the good ones too much.

Thanks for calling, Szandora. It helped to talk and I’m looking forward to seeing you.

Double thanks to my bro. Not sure what time it is in Japan, but I think it is really late and I appreciate you taking a couple hours to talk to me. It made a big difference. No doubt AT&T will appreciate it even more when I get my bill. 🙂